The Glow!

Throughout my life I've had this feeling that comes from inside. It's a feeling of white light. It's warm and comforting and peaceful. It's the kind of feeling that makes the worries around me disappear. It's the feeling that makes you smile without any provocation or reason. It's wonderful. I like to call it my Glow, because that's how it feels inside.

Until recently I didn't know that people could see it. In fact for the last couple of years my glow has been extinguished mostly because I've been ignoring it. But now evidently it's back. This makes me happy, because I think that the glow comes from the interaction of my spirit with the Great spirit.

I've recently become sober and this has given me the ability to really feel alive again. I struggled with this feeling from the time I was fifteen until I was 25, the feeling of being alive would come and go. I shut down completely and lost my glow all together from the time I was 25 until now. Last Wednesday, my glow was coming on strong. So I think it's back, like a long lost friend and I'm glad to feel it.